Why am I here?

Im not the kind of guy that enjoys the company of people. Most of the time I'd just like to be alone. But being alone at home gets... normal. I like to go out in the wild. For me 'the wile' is a place that is beyong the general commercial population. Way down on the highway where there aren't people walking around is a nice place to be at.

I remember the ring road around mysore. I remember the numerous times i've been on that. It was almost an year of being by myself. I drove my kinetic on that road, stopped at random places and just looked at the earth beyond. It always felt very peaceful. I liked the view of the sky touching the grass. No concrete between them.

I try to walk sometimes in this foreign land. I try to walk to place thats far away from home. But when its dark, its time for me to get back home. 'Home'... I almost don't know where it is. I want to get away from everyone. I want to live in the open skies. When I wake up in the middle of the night, I want to see the stars and the black sky as my blanket.

Why am I here? Why can't I get out of this place?