Mar 14, 2010

Angry???

You don't even know angry... I've had sex with anger!

I've been so angry in my life you don't even know what I've done in anger. Anger was something I used to bathe in. I used to breathe fire. My eyes were embers. My skin was the surface of a furnace. When I was angry I can burn you.

I've been angry. I've been so angry that i would have scared myself if i'd seen me that angry. There are very few people who've seen me like that. Maybe I'm close to them, maybe they've unlucky. I've begun to think that im not close to any human on this earth. So that would only mean that they're fuckin unlucky.

Its been a while since I felt that temperature in me. That bubbling of blood in the veins. There should be something as hot as fire inside you that could cause such a thing to happen. Im so peaceful nowadays. Nothing even touches me. I feel there's a wall around me and everything around the wall is just a breeze. It just passes by without even getting my attention.

There was something sometime that got in. Destroyed the walls, Broke into the granite bricks of my walls. Killed my security and pulled me out of the kings chamber. Got me out into the wild weather and challenged me. I fell in love with it.

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