I wish she won't get married. I mean... I still see her as a kid! Things move so fat and all of a sudden she's gettin married??? My heart was out naked for her for so long. I can't find someone like that again. And she's getting married...
I think its time for me to prepare myself for a life of loneliness. I shouldn't be hard. When I think of a relationship, I should just get my 'conscious' mind to leave the thought and get back to some HTML or CSS. When I think about her with her new husband on a honeymoon or something, it would probably be a good time to test how fast I can run. I can run fast you know. I might lose my breath and my legs can cramp and I could stop moving. But I can run really really fast.
I was prepared for the fact that she was gonna go but I am not prepared for the fact that she's goin to be 'gone'. Fuck! In the list of people I really really dislike, I think I should reserve a seat for a bastard-to-be.
Is it all my fault? Did I do this? No its not me. Its your fault you fuckin 'time'... Fuckin cock suker. Go die in a pile of pig shit. 'Time'... if you were a real person and you were fuckin with my life like this I swear I would have made you tase your minced balls with extra chilli...
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