Mar 7, 2008

Random writings part 1

Why do people blog?

Every one is a show off... that's why.

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I was just thinking, when we're in a relationship why do we get so pissed off at our partners? I mean, I spent the best time of my life with my girl, but I really get pissed off at her. In fact its not even getting pissed off, its lise some mad anger. Some feeling that shows that I don't like something but im really not sure why.

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Why does drinking beer feel like a good idea at times?

Its a good idea to waste time. When you have time to spend and no particular thing to do, drinking makes it very easy by fast forwarding the time. Doping on the other hand does not do this. Its some confusing shit. It goes in slow motion making you feel all funny things. But even that is a good pass time because when you dope you'll spend 5 minutes in 15 minutes and by te end of 20 minutes you see that the clock has run 30 minutes. If you don't understand me you need to get stoned.

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I copied this idea from Rana... I knew no other way of putting this...

I came yo US and I fell in love. It was the sweetest thing ever. I never knew such a feeling could exist. Whenever I feel lonely, or im feeling down or im happy like hell, anytime it could make me feel good. It would make me feel like myself. I fell in love with Krispy Kream donuts. What lovely donuts those are!

You go to Krispy Kream you can see them as a shapeless dough. Then they go up and down through an oven getting hot and ripe and bulgind into a torus. They come out looking all delicious and hot. Then they go through a pleasant rain of molten sugar. The sight of it just makes you want to grab a dozen. The best thing is...

The first time I went there I was just gapig at the sight. I was gaping at it like it was Angelina JOlie standing naked on state street sellig chocolates. But just better. Then the female who was behind the table asked "would you like a sample?". I was all "YESSSS!". Then she gave me a free donut. The first bit I took... oh man, the first bite... I couldn't feel the bite at all... it just melted in my mouth. I could feel the sweet taste of sugar. The donut was disappearing right in my mouth. I took another bit and it disappeared faster leaving the sweetest sweet taste behind. There were three of us. My firend said, "pack 3 please", then I jumped in and said... "noooo a DOZEN please.... nooo TWO dozzens please"... and thats all I remember. My friends had to pull me away from the delicious donuts and drag me back to the car. I sat there with two big boxes with a dozed donuts in each. One of the best days of my life.

Mar 4, 2008

Time lapse

I was just thinking about this during one of my projects on QNX which deals with measuring CPU utilization of some strange thing under some strange circumstances.

The situation was like this. A process comes to the CPU, hogs it and goes off. Now to say, the actual time when the process started hogging the CPU was when the process entered the CPU. (from its Ready state). I had to check if a process was hogging the CPU and trigger some weird thing when it happened. So the only time when I come to know the process is hogging is after it comes out of the CPU. Now when it comes out, Im triggering something that was supposed to happen when the hogging started. With my design, it was nearly impossible to do so. I thought of some strange forwarding technique and other things. But after a few days I realized, its impossible to do something like that. What i required was to predict the future in order to be at the right time.

So I thought of life in general. We do everything only after something has happened.

We realize things only after everything is over. We will never know that we're having a good time until its over and we think back. We will never know that we were so happy that we were on cloud 9 until we get back to earth and look at the skies.

It is like some strange time paradox and applies to all realms. - "You'll never know what's going on until its over"